Friday, March 02, 2007

She Fits Me Like a Glove

Yeah, most of what I write here is about sex, but it's not all I'm about - only about 95% of me is. I was just doing some introspection and realized that I've been a lot more in tune with Dee over the course of the past four and a half years than I was for most of our marriage. For how she's been with the pain lately, it's as if my own body has shut down in sympathy. I've simply not been terribly horny and as a result I'm able to be a better husband than I'd be if I were climbing the walls for sex and badgering Dee to fuck me passionately in spite of her discomfort. I'm in a good zone. A good place. I can think with my heart and my head, and not just my dick, and I like myself a hell of a lot more in my role as a husband than I did for much of our marriage during which I was in large part an asshole as a spouse.

We've not had a "date night" with anybody since the first week of February and it's been strange in being the longest we've gone without extramarital sex since we started having it. Our own times here on the bed have been low key and significantly abbreviated in form as well as length, but very loving and very sweet. We've reconnected in some way in just being with each other for most of February. I've come to see how much Dee truly does enjoy being with me alone - something I've been insecure about on occasion when I've mistaken her eagerness to be with her lovers as a sign of perhaps my own performance being less than it should be. I hate that she's in pain, but I like how our adjusting to it has somehow brought us even closer in our improvised exercises in intimacy.

Although this is a picture of Don in Dee's pussy, somehow to me it communicates much of the pure joy I feel when I'm inside her precious body myself - of the beautiful fit between us not only sexually but in the many ways we interact as husband and wife. She fits me like a glove. In all ways.



When I was a kid there was no way that I could have looked at a picture like this one and seen more than just something that would have had my cock trying to knock a few teeth out of my zipper. I'd like to believe that its saying things to my heart in ways that words could not communicate says something about my having grown up. I love this woman. Somehow it says that too - at least to me.

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6 comments:

Mature Bold Couple said...

Oh what a wonderful husband you have come to be....Dee is truly lucky to have you with her in this time of pain and need...my SRG is much the same way...he is mine...and I am proud of how he treats me and satisfies my every need..well except for those "special" needs for something or someone different that I get from time to time...he is still a Saint to me...so understanding and ready to please...hugs...BG...prayers for Dee's continued healing

D said...

The picture says it to me also, Joe. I'm going through much the same thing with my wife as you are with Dee. It hurts to see them hurt. Thinking about you both. Mac

MikeCindynJoe said...

Spoken like a true man and devoted husband.

Yes, you DO "write about sex 95% of the time", but posts like this one, expressing your love, devotion and empathy, while only a small part of the other 5%, has enough weight and merit to strike a perfect balance with the other 95%.

We've had this conversation before...

Do NOT change a thing!

MikeCindynJoe said...

Spoken like a true man and devoted husband!

Yes, you DO "write about sex 95% of the time", but posts like this one, expressing your love, devotion and empathy, while only a small part of the other 5%, has enough weight and merit to strike a perfect balance with the other 95%.

We've had this conversation before...

Do NOT change a thing!

loaferjohn414 said...

You know Joe, I have been reading your blog for awhile and honestly, this is the first time that I really can connect with you as a husband, and not just a sex fanatic. It has taken many a trial in my marriage to finally realize that I made the right choice when I married my wife.

Last January I had a tumor on my pituitary gland which I had to have removed. It brought my wife and I closer and we have enjoyed a great year tumor free. In less than 2 weeks my wife is having major back surgery, and although we have been married 19 years and been through it all already, I know that this experience will continue to strenghten our relationship just as every other trial has done.

Thanks for sharing the inner you with us, and I hope that Dee is pain free and back in the saddle again soon.

Blissfully Wed said...

I love reading about the love you share. Beautiful.

~Him