Thursday, September 28, 2006

Mack!

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A New Lover!

This evening Dee and I will finally get naked with Mack and play till we've had rousing orgasms all around! He'll be Dee's first new lover in over a year and the first new guy we'll be seeing alone since we met Mike over two and a half years ago. He's already welcomed me to suck his cock as much as I'd like, and he might return the favor to me as well.

Dee and I have talked a lot about being more prudent over the course of time and have asked Mack to bring and to use condoms for intercourse. We might change our minds in the heat of the moment, but we're planning to use them. I suppose I'm a little excited about that because we've always gone bareback and this will be the first time I'll see a condom clad cock in Dee's pussy - like Richie's would have been when he took Dee's virginity and fucked her regularly the rest of that summer.

Dee just flashed me her panties before she headed off to work, and she made sure that I noticed that she was sporting one of her "hot wife anklets." It's going to be a long day waiting to see her give herself to Mack for his complete pleasure and to watch her savor as much pleasure as he returns to her.



Later today I'll watch Mack's
cock sink deep into Dee!
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Not Sure What I Wanted to Say

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Monday, September 25, 2006

The Things We Keep

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

Making Some Progress

I might be coming back to life. My cock thinks so. He's down there all drippy and eager to fuck the living daylights out of Dee later today. She called me up this morning to get some photos of her showing off her new panties for Mike and as she donned each pair and then stripped out of them I could feel the precum starting to pool where the tip of my cock was kissing my boxers. When we went out a little later for our morning dog walk the coolness of the air enhanced the sensation down there and it felt like I'd oozed a gallon of the stuff into the fabric. Not a bad start to an otherwise drab and rainy Sunday.

Thankfully, Dee and I don't argue much - as it's been for the past four years or so, ever since her "rebirth." Nevertheless, a couple of times a year we seem get out of step with each other and do battle on a regular basis for a week or two over the same silly shit we used to fight about almost daily during the "bad years." It was easy to blame her back then - to see her as the source of our divisiveness because she was rarely happy about anything. It wasn't until she got "better" that I could acknowledge the mea culpas - my own contributions to our discord generally arising from a touch of a passive/aggressive personality.

The trouble with being the agitator is that when one's doing the agitating it's nearly impossible to see one's own fault in the resulting frays. It appears through the shit colored glasses one's wearing, that the other party must be to blame because inside one's own head is the perfect plan as to who's supposed to say what and when and in what tone of voice. It all seems so perfectly logical. And then, when the other party doesn't adhere to the mental script of the first (because mind reading is impossible to us average folks) the first's ego gets bruised in the process, and insecure disappointment brews. There's some brooding. Resentment builds. And then, kerpow!

I guess that's where I've been. In one of my funks in which poor Dee could do nothing to appease or please me because I was always one step ahead of her in knowing exactly what she was supposed to say to me at all times, but without giving her a clue as to what I needed to hear. Every time she tried to adjust her step, it seems I would change the dance.

I'm not totally back to being regular old Joe, but in acknowledging that I'm a sonofabitch to live with at times, and in admitting that I've been that way recently, I'm making some progress. My first real clue was that I was starting to hate being around myself. It was only when I started to feel that, that I could see that Dee's barrage of recent criticisms weren't coming from her unprovoked, but that they were well justified.

When you're sharing your naked wife with other guys and you see her all happy when she's kissing and fucking them, but generally miserable when she's around you, who do you blame? Do you ask yourself, Self, are you being an asshole again? or do you point the finger and whine, "That's not fair!" like a second grader? Unfortunately, I know my usual answer. Sometimes I don't know how Dee puts up with me, but I'm damned glad that she does.



Though I'm never truly "jealous" when Dee's enjoying another
guy, sometimes my lifelong insecurities get in the way of
appreciating things as they truly are rather than in the
misconstrued ways my enfeebled brain is perceiving them.
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Friday, September 22, 2006

Dropping In

Our date nights continue in spite of my odd funk. They're fun. They're as rewarding and fulfilling as they've always been. The only difference seems to be that I'm not dying to talk about them nor to put any real effort into documenting them for the general public's reading and viewing pleasure.

I got a phenomenal prostate work-out again last night, along with having my cock sucked at the same time. Although I didn't ejaculate till I fucked Dee's pussy later, it felt like I orgasmed a few dozen times over the course of ten minutes or so. The sensations are the absolute best I've felt in ages - maybe ever. Sure, I've shoved things up my own ass while masturbating, but it's kind of like tickling - you can't really do it to yourself as well as somebody else can do it to you.

Dee was fantastically verbal last evening. I don't think I've ever heard her mewl to have her ass fucked as imploringly as she did yesterday. She'd likely have begged for that stiff cock to stretch out her ass if she had to. Luckily, she didn't have to, though she did beg for it not to stop plowing her between the buns. Her climaxes were exquisite!


The tight ring of Dee's perky asshole has quite
the pleasurable grip on a hard, fast moving cock.
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Monday, September 18, 2006

Untitled

Am I going to become one of those bloggers who writes a passage once a month and hopes that somebody still comes around now and then to see if there's anything new?

God, I hope not.

Yet, this is the longest dry spell I've encountered since I started writing this thing, and without the respite of an oasis anywhere in sight.

Yeah, I'm here, on the other side of the keys, where I've always been, but feeling really weird. If I'd taken any hard core drugs back in the 70s I think I'd be worried that they're catching up with me.

I sat at my desk at work this morning wondering what a nervous breakdown feels like. I had no good reason at all to feel panicky and yet I had a surreal feeling of impending doom sitting over my head like a dark umbrella.

More as it happens. Or doesn't.
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Thursday, September 14, 2006

Going Gray

I'm in flux. Something's changing and I'm clueless as to what it is. I tend to keep myself in the dark about such things.

It's like everything's going gray (again - I've been here before. Many times.) I wouldn't say that I'm depressed - I don't feel down, I'm not overly tired nor lacking in appetite or ambition. It's just that I feel like I'm only going through the motions instead of living. Nothing's as much fun as it's supposed to be - as it usually is.

Maybe I simply have too much of a good thing to appreciate it with runaway intensity all the time?
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Sunday, September 10, 2006

The Grass Is Always Greener...

I've shot a bunch of good fantasies to hell in the past four years.

Hmmmm. There must be a better way to put that...

I've turned a number of wonderful fantasies into amazing realities in the past four years.

Yeah! That's it.

But, there's a downside. I've lamented it here before. I'm about to do it again 'cause I'm feeling kind of blah this morning.

Not that I'd have done anything different. Not that even now I'd say NO to making any dream into the real thing. But in living out a fantasy, something is lost - the intensity of the fantasy itself. I miss some of my biggies - the fantasies that fueled my jack off passions for years. If there's a classic piece of literature about this phenomenon I don't know what it is, but there must be one out there somewhere. How about it AAG - (who's read everything - twice) - is there some great book that cautions us to keep our fantasies keen by not living them all out when we get the opportunities?

The biggest of my dreams to diminish something in me isn't sharing Dee - that lives on and I enjoy the reality way more than the thoughts I'd entertained about it. The whopper that took something out of me when I got on my knees for the first time was the fantasy of being with a man. I can't tell you how much semen I sprayed into tissues for years thinking about taking a man into my mouth. Gallons, probably. And every time, practically shaking with excitement from the wickedly delicious thoughts going through my head.

Lest I'm misunderstood, I love sucking cock. I really do. That feeling of a hard dick between my lips, sliding along the length of my tongue, continues to thrill me with amazing sensations. And, licking men's balls, something that was major fantasy fodder in its own right and not just tied into the sucking fantasy, continues to fulfill me sexually in ways that I can't pretend to understand. I literally trembled that first time I reached over to touch a man's stiff cock. Sometimes I still get a little shaky from the excitement of touching and sucking the guys along with Dee. But, I lost the wild call of the fantasy itself.

I can't describe how I used to feel when I'd sit here downloading pictures of guys with stiff cocks, strictly imagining how it might feel to do with them the things I shook with rabid excitement to do. I wanted to work over a man's balls with my lips and tongue until he was oozing a steady stream of precum and nearly begging me to take his cock into my mouth. I wanted to lick the underside of a guy's cock very lightly - for a long time - again, to tease him till he was nearly delirious from the desire to ejaculate. I wanted to deep throat him - to feel my lips pressed firmly against his belly with the entire length of his erection in my mouth. I wanted him to orgasm inside me - in the back of my throat. And I wanted to swallow his semen. For a few years these were my main masturbation fantasies. These were the things I wanted even more than I wanted pussy when I was 15. The desire gripped me more powerfully than anything before in my life ever had.

And now, I've done it all. Every last thing with a cock and balls that I ever dreamed about doing. With more cocks and balls than I ever thought I'd have the chance to lick and suck. With the fantastic fortune to have every "first" I fulfilled in this regard with some really great guys.

But, I sit here to jerk off, (I still do it just about once every day in spite of having this enviable love life.), and when I try to conjure up something to get me really hot and bothered - I'm at a loss. My cock gets hard. My hand feels good. The orgasms are wonderful. But, something's missing. There's nothing going through my head that I'd give anything to have because I've had just about every last thing that I've ever wanted, and the few things that might be left would be novelties at best but not biggies.

Have I learned anything from this? If I could go back and reconsider my choices - to consider in full light of what I know now whether or not to keep the burning desires at peak temperature or essentially to kill them off by making them real, would I make different choices? Hell no!

I sure do miss the magnitude of passion I used to feel for such things, though.

Sigh!

(Yes, I've been getting some mileage out of the Dan fantasy, and you "hear" me chomping at the bit with anticipation on occasion when I'm all hot and bothered about an upcoming date night, but they're variations on a theme rather than a whole fantasy that I've not been a part of before. It's those full symphonies of fantasy of which I have none left.)



There's little brain food to get my cock drizzling
precum copiously when I'm jerking it on a typical day.
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Friday, September 08, 2006

Mike for Supper

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

In Praise of Ants

And now for something completely off topic for my 400th entry here at Sharing Dee...

Y'ever have an ant farm?

Every now and then I get interested again in watching webcams. No! Not what you're thinking - and rightly so 'cause I'm such a perv - that I'm talking about watching girls baring their boobies and guys jerking off. I'm talking about random webcams around the world featuring small slices of life in clothing. I'm reminded when viewing them, of watching the ants doing their little ant stuff in an ant farm. There are some little ants playing billiards over here, and some other ants working in a computer lab over there. Yet another view is of ants driving little ant cars on little ant streets. And way across the world are more little ants building their little ant buildings. The only thing I can't do is poke them with a stick or shake 'em up, but I'd like to think I've grown out of doing that to ants.

I find the live scenes somewhat hypnotic and fascinating.

I feel like some kind of big eye looking down on the various views. Most of the people in them seem, and most likely are, totally oblivious to the presence of a webcam in their space.

There's talk of putting up municipal cameras downtown here so the police can check in on the low life hanging around the inner city. I hope they do - if the view is made public and big brother's not the only one who gets to watch the fun. I really don't care if somebody sees me at the farmers' market picking a wedgie out of my ass crack or working something loose out of a nostril with a well placed fingertip. The chagrin would be well worth the price of getting to see some of the locals with a few loose screws who are usually more humorous than troublesome.

How about you? Are you putting on a show somewhere? Can I watch? Doesn't have to be naked, mind you. Just candid. Real.

Be my ant!



Some of my New York City ants doing their thing in the rain.
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Stupid Cock Tricks


What an awful place to get a bruise!

Let's just say that if you're going to use a cock ring, you probably better look down every now and then to check things out.

No, it doesn't hurt and it isn't broken. It just looks painful, but it works fine.

Whew!

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Morning Glory

You're probably tired of hearing about Dan, but he's been helping us with foreplay lately - in fantasy, of course, 'cause if anything huge had happened it would have been up here in lights already.

Dee and I started off both yesterday and today in the bedroom, after her chats with Mike and our morning coffee. Yesterday in chat she told Mike that she really wants Dan, and then after our passionate romp with my cum still warm and oozing from her satisfied bottom, she said, "Thanks for starting the day off so great!" Yikes! She's thanking me?

Dee struck some suggestive poses for the camera on Friday evening - wearing jeans because Dan told her twice last week that she looks good in them. She e-mailed him two of the shots - one of her bending forward which makes her ass look superb, and another showing her topless from the back. You can't see the sides of her breasts, but her smooth, bare back is quite stimulating a sight in itself. Dan doesn't check his mail every day so we're waiting for a reaction from him.

You'd think we were still a couple of those tiresome folks over at the Hot Wives Forum who are perpetually stuck in "We think maybe we might be sort of kind of ready" fantasyland for the mileage we've been getting out of talking about Dan taking Dee to bed and discussing the open talk they've been sharing about it at work. We talked about their talks this morning before starting our foreplay in earnest, naked on the bed with Dee casually stroking my cock, and in my excitement I was oozing a ridiculous amount of precum. Every minute Dee would gather up a fingertip of it and feed it to me. It seems to arouse her to see me taste my own precum and for as much as she wiped across my tongue this morning I may as well have been eating soup. I wasn't the only juicy one in bed, though. Dee was making a nice batch of fresh pussy cream too as we talked about her wanting to do Dan.

I'm used to other guys wanting my wife in bed - but not like this. This is different because Dee and Dan already share a friendship. That's the part that excites me - knowing that she wants this man not because she's seen pictures of his hard cock, (She hasn't.), not because he's written explicit fantasies of what he'd like to do with her, (He hasn't.), but simply because it's the same way that I want "New Girl".

Since we started the sharing lifestyle, Dee and I both enjoy thinking about how great it would be if we could take all of our various friends to bed as an extension of the friendship we share with each of them. For as red hot as it was to watch both Don and Mike make love with Dee each for the first time, what we have with both of them in terms of the wonderful emotional bonds that we all share makes their love making with Dee just amazing. Amazing enough for me to continue writing here in hopes of some day finally expressing just what it is that I feel in my role. Amazing enough for me to want to feel that myself with a female friend if the opportunity ever presents itself. It's why both Dee and I get so aroused when we talk about her and Dan together - because we're convinced that as an extension of their friendship, their love making will be as much a thing of beauty as I've ever tried to put into words here.

He said he'd like to meet me, finally. This is a HUGE step! As always, I'll keep you posted 'cause even if you're tired of hearing about it, I'm still in town crier mode about it.




I wasn't the only one juicing this morning. As I moved
between Dee's creamy thighs and parted her labia to
give her pussy a good licking I found her all gooey.
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Friday, September 01, 2006

A Most Wonderful End to August

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